thursday: did not start off good

ok so my day did not start off very good. I went to bed last night at 10 and was woken up at 3 by my dream. Horrible dream ever.
In my dream all my friends hated me. me of all people. So anyway they hated me so much that they trashed all my stuff. and then they beat me. the worst part of all....even boyfriend....the love of my life.....was beating on me. I no this because when i asked him for help he said " Fu** you. Im not helping you. your a fu**ing Slut" Which is very hurtful. Cause he never says stuff like that to me.

So i ended up stayin awake until my alarm went off at 5:30. and instead of being wide awake, i passed out. Great had 2 leave for the bus by 6:50 n i was sleeping. I didnt have another dream tho which i guess is ok. And the only reason im sitting here writting this is because my friend kristynn txt my cell and woke me up. Thank you kristynn.

So now im sitting in conceptual process with my sketch book open and no idea on how to put the book together. Ill think of something.

After this is history of media then im gonna go to boyfriends and take a nap.