Wednesday, January 5, 2011

why hello bloggers :)

ok so i no ive kinda been MIA lately and thats because ive had a lot going on......but im back and will blog as much as i can :).
so to start ill talk bout whats been happening :).
well its almost mine and my bf's 1 year anniversary and we are really excited :) but we have been having problems lately. Like we made this deal that i dont talk to guys and he doesnt talk to girls. well like always ive been keeping my end of the deal and when i do talk to guys i make sure he knows about it. well he has been messaging this girl ashley over email and facebook. ( i only know this because i have a habit of intruding on his stuff) and these are not messages you would expect someone who is dating to send to someone that they "dont" like. and im serious !!! like come on you dont send sexual messages to some1 you "don't" like!!!! any way so i talked to him about this and he denied the facebook messages but admitted to the emails. Now i never expected this from him. I tells me everyday how much he loves me but i just don't think he understands how i really feel about him. and i dont think he ever will. :(  so now he has been having all these mental break downs and freaking out because he thinks he is going to lose me which he is not. He is the most amazing  guy i know and is the only one to ever compliment me and make me blush 10 times in one day...and trust me its not easy....so now im trying to figure out what to do....any advice would be nice :)

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